cappie15

it feels like i haven't been on here for a while. i've been getting grounded over something stupid, busy with finals, or i haven't felt like being in front of the keyboard.
honestly, i don't feel like i should be making this post right now. i feel like i'm not "gifted" (if thats what you want to call it) enough to write what i'm thinking. maybe because 99.9% of the time it doesn't make any sense.

but what i really want is to read something, anything, somewhere that explains what i've been thinking. i've read so many things people have written and it amazes me how they get to the exact point. unfortunately, i'm not able to write these things down and have people say "wow, that girl's going somewhere", because i feel that i won't be going anywhere with my words. my words only make sense to me. i want to have someone write down something that explains everything in a simple e-mail.

i dont feel as if my message is getting across.
i just want to know:

does anybody know what i'm talking about?